~|The World of Maddy|~

I'm off school sick cuz i am sick and my stomach is killing.I missed the carol service yesterday evening cuz i was to sick to go yayness.:) and now I don't have to do geography thanks to me having the flu.yayness.owww my stomach HURTZ.So I have to tell Fizzy tomorow to wait for callum.I will if I see her.And if I'm better enough to go to school tomorow.But I HAVE to be.Apart from being a good friend to Callum and Fizzy I have to say byez to my friends at school and get my report with what set I'm gonna be in for everything.My stomach is killing.
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Maddy

Tis my birthday yayness.And Aysha's.I feel bad now cuz she got me a card wif a fiver in it and i didn't get her anyfing.whoops...I'll get her a lil prezzie for monday i hope.Me and sue have to put the presents on the alter in the carol service and my mum culdn't take me to the rehearsal so Mrs Ford is gonna arrange for the school to take me.It was a good birthday.I didn't get many presents but I'm gonna get em tomoz when i go to Damons wif me female dovie mates!!!They said they can all comeso YAY!!! I'm expecting some cards from St.Hilda's peeps on Monday cuz they said they forgot or they didn't know it was my birthday and sue couldn't bring in my pressie.And yeah...Miss Roberts wasn't in so there was no "Mkay, guuuuuurls" and stuff and we had nice mr.Boyle who Gina now has a crush on again.He's....not really bad lloknig but he's not really good looking.Anyways he's a teacher!And Mr Cummings wasn't in :( so we had this weird young teacher that talked all squeaky lol.And then I watched the strictly come dancing thing at lunchtime and it rocked!!! I voted for Mr.Lovgreen and mrs Boyland cuz Mrs Boyland (that was the first time I've ever seen her before) seemed dead nice and i had to vote for Mr.Lovgreen cuz he's my form teacher and was really good at the weird lundi hop thingy.It was sooooo funny to watch,I was almost wetting myself with laughter.

In music we ahd to sing all these v.boring carols that me and Ezzie just didn't know so we were just sitting there clikcing our fingers very loudly all the way through and Fiona and Amy were having a good giggle wif us lolz.And Mr.Sharples didn't even notice cuz he is like half deaf and everyfing.He's so dozy.
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Maddy

PS-seeing Fizzy tomorow!!!

Hey peeps.Sorry I haven't updated since the beginning of time. I ist v.ashamed of myself.NOT.Anyways.

I'm in set one for maths wif pushy Miss Roberts who isn't in on Friday so yeah.:)And Mr.Cummings is having an operation :O Hope he's okies.He's always assuring us it's just a lil operation like.And he said his doggy Jess might have to be put down soon.:(Poor pup.ummm...Mrs Higgy is starting to get on everyone's nerves, i hate her.She made me leave my English h/w in my locker (tho it has to be in for tomorrow).No, she did.She told us to put our posters in our text book.So I did.And our english text book is dead heavy so i put it in my locker.and then my poster is in there to.But i don't have english till third period tommorow so I'l do it in registraion and break time i guess.aaah well.And drama tomorow wif a nice-ish teacher, hurray.I like Miss Marden.Elle est bavarde et marrante.lol.Practising ma/mon francais.Is the word francais maculine or feminine?If you know, don't hestitate to tell me.
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Maddy

So it's rach's b-day today, and she is like so 12!!!Whooo happy b-day Rach!Might ring her laters...I went to her ice skating party thing yesterday.it was so fun but I was total shit at it.I have no confidence so I wouldn't let go of the rail.I fell three times,backwards.Every single muscle in my body right now feels sore.Even my heart.I need Rupert Grint.Think I'll go stare at his picture or something.I also feel like I need Hannah and Charlotte.I think I'm becoming bi-sexual...but I'm not sure.How dumb does that sound.
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Maddy

Almost my b-day yays!Erm...Invited most peeps.Janet's coming to my house in 25 minutes so that'll be fun.We might go up to Allerton road cuz i wanna spend some christmas money on a new book.So far I've bought the disney's greatest hits album and my mum bought me two pairs of PJ's.I've got about 20 quid left.So I want to buy a book.To reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeead yay.Can't wait to see Janet.We've got loadsa catching up to do.
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Maddy

ps-talked to rach yesterday.it was cool

yeps Fizzy ist back.and I saw her today.and I was like screaming i was sooo happy.and i gave her a hug and said I tihk Rae was annoyed with me cuz i asked her like the same question EVERY day and she said what question and i siad tell ya later and then i said hav you seen harry potter and she said yeah at the cineamea near were you live and she said it was boss and i said i didn't really like it.and then thats it.
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maddy

dunno.But I'm not to good cuz I've got a cold and I need to hear from Fizzy about school...Its killing me.I feel like...dunno.and I'm talking to peeps on msn and callum has unblocked me.And beffo's in luv with someone she saw at a rock concert and I'm in love with rupert Grint and I haven't psent any of my xmas money and it's almost my b-day but I gotta give cladies peeps the details about damons and all sorts.and i
gotta do some more emroidery for art (i can just about do blanket stich).My life is pretty hectic.
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maddy



PS and fifi asked me whether fizzy wast expelled yet

I don't update very much do I?This is just to say exams were okies.I'm brainy-I got 90 percent on history and science (dunno about other exams).I'm pwoud of myself.Not meaning to sound like a big headed person.Also Saturday I'm seeing Harry Potter wif David and Charlie.I can't wait.I just dunno if I can face Charlie after dumping him...I'll try my best.They're both great mates...and that 'guy' is STILL majorly bugging me.It is getting very annoying now i must admit.umm

Oh yeah and I'm happy Fizzy got suspended.I hope she gets expelled.I want her to go to Caldies again.She was so much happier there.But...I wanna know what she did to be suspended.and...I like seeing her at school.It was good.But if she gets expelled and my folks find out...they probs wont let meh see her EVER again.They don't like her now.But I luvs her still.I always will(but not in a lezzy way).Well I ist seeing her I'll ask her then.
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Maddy



PS-if u no why fizzy was suspended leave me a comment.

The first week of school has been crazy.But I have finally established some proper friendships.Like proper as in:
a) They save you a space in the abnormally long lunch line
b) They wait for you when your fiddling wiht your locker
c) Meet up with you at break
d) come with you when you want to get a dinner pass for Christian Union(hey, you get to go to dinner early!)
e) Says "well done!" even if you get a terrible mark in a test
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Maddy

Well, the good thing is I got top dress up as a cat, and I won the prize for the scariest dance(me and mojo had already made our cat dance up).I didn't see Joe, the little bastard hadn't come.I had to pack,like,60 goodie bags and only around 20 kids turned up.What a waste of my time!There was this really cute ickle boy in a pumpkin outfit and everything and Nat was there(Hurray, haven't talked to her face to face for aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages), and her cute lil nephew.We got to bang on everyone's doors along the way, but noly one person came out.It was quite disspaointing.It was meant to last for 2 hours and only lasted for half an hour lol.

But it was great fun all the same.And then we went to the chip shop and bought chips and prawn crackers and we had diluteds orange juice with it.lol.yum,yum, in my tum!

Later today it's Silver's Halloween Party,and me and my little sister are going.But i dunno whether to be a cat again, or a witch.I think I would prefer to be a witch, but I think they would like it if I was a cat...dunno.I think Callum may have blocked me on MSN...not totally sure about it.i hope he hasn't.I don't know what I see in him,but i really enjoy our conversations.There interesting.Cuz he's a very different person from most people I know.WHich is good.
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Maddy

I have to do my art homework for Tuesday which includes-
1)Finishing my sample (ie doing blanket stich which I can't do)
2)Buying some white felt
3)buying some blue felt and
4)buying some green felt oh, AND
5)bringing in a 10 pence coin to borrow a needle.

All for tuesday.I mean, to you, it may not seem such a big deal.But it is a MEGA big deal to an 11 year old girl like me who:
1)Went to the art shop to buy felt, and found out it's closed and doesn't open untill Tuesday.
2)has no other art shop near her home that her mum can take her to cuz her mum doesn't drive and her dad's away in Germany.
3)doesn't know how to do blanket stich and
4)doesn't know anyone who does.
5)suck's at art anyway and couldn't care less about it but
6)does care about her art teacher screaming at her cuz her art teacher is a bitch.grrrr!!!

ALl I do is moan.ooooooh and I met this mega cute little emo-ish person on habbo.And he's just soooooooo cute....
And hopefully I'm gonna see one of the boys I cnt stop thinking of on Sunday at the Halloween fancy dress thing.It's very embarressing to admit the fact that I have a crush on him cuz he's only like...turning nine this year I think.But I cnt help my feelings.I feel like peado right now, and David thinks I'm mad.Whats more, the guy I like is my ex boyfriends little brother.So its not like i can go out with him or nofing.Not like Joe wuld wanna go out with me.But I miss him...
and the other (now 2) guys won't stop bugging me in my mind.And the worst thing is that fact that i've neva even met one of them...and we hav nothing in common.omg I've written alot more than I intended to.Oh well.Huggles and kisses to all my friends/family and the 2 guys.
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Maddy

This is the entry about nothing in particular.Which I suppose is something particular but whatever.Can I girl make things up in this world?Apparently not.Which I don't get.Cuz, they should be able to.I heard about Callum's nan which is scaring me cuz my nan has smoke since she was 18 and she turned 60 on Wednesday...so she's been smoking for 42 years...and she's been having mini-faint things alot.My dad's a doctor and he told her to stop smoking.So she went and got hypnotised, and she tried to give up but it only lasted a month.So now she's back with the fags.I guess she couldn't help it when her own husband and daughter and almost her whole family were smoking around her.I am NEVER gonna go for the fags option.EVER.Cuz it's to dangerous.If I ever even thought about smoking, I give you permission to slap me.Though that would probs make no difference when I got that far.

I haven't used many paragraphs....just one big one up there ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
But who gives a shit?
Yep, I'm gonna start to indednt instead of missing out a line now.I have to in English at school so you know...
Beffo keeps tellin me not to swear.And I just.....can't.Its hard.:(
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Maddy

Half term has been okies so far.I ist v.bored at the mo, but I'm not tooooo bad.On Monday I went window shopping with mojo on Allerton and it was fun, but then I saw David and Alice and Michael and I started to get all emo...cuz...Me and David were soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo close in primary and now he's neva on MSN so we neva really talk.And I mean a proper talk, like not just:
Me:hiya
David:hi
Me:hows u
David:fine u
Me: I'm gd thnx
David: g2g

I mean those kinda convo's suck.I get all "whoo I'm tlking 2 david, lets hav a proper tlk" and then he says "g2g".Its just crap.I miss him being my living diary, and I miss me being his agony aunt.Those days where funny.I also miss not going out with Charlie in a way, but it just felt like we were super close friends rather than gf/bf so I got over it quite well.at least I got to do the dumping.But it was difficult, and he wouldn't talk to me 4 aaaaaaaaaaages afterwards.But now we're cool.Like in Gwen Stefani's song.so....
I'm going through a weird kinda stage where I think I might be going Bi...I don't actually hav feelings for a particular girl yet or anything but I dunno...sometimes I start thinking of them in a different way.Not that I mind being a bi, or straight or a lez or anything.
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Maddy

Today I made this weird Merangue thing at school...It looks-well-blurgh!i havn't tried it yet, I hope it tastes better than it looks.But I suck at home ec.So no suprise there.And I broke my finger in P.E.Well, i think I did.Those netballs are HARD!Me and yasmin won 2 out of 3 of our two against two little passing matches things.Which was okay.It left us chuffed!Hehe.Sue kept saying stuff about lez's all throughout P.EI mean, wots so bad about lesbians?But I didn't say that 2 her, cuz she's dead sensitive.

Oh yeah, I forgot.Today, cuz I had the massive bowl with my yuck in it, Vicki said that it would brake if we got on a bus with everyone pushing, so we walked up,and guess how many buses we missed?

9!!!!NINE!!!!
WE MISSED NINE BUSES IN A ROW!!!!
it was sooooooooooooo funnny.Then we got on the 10th bus which only had 10 peeps on it, including us so we all got seats.Which I thought was boss lad, but sooooooooooooooooooooo funny.
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Maddy

P.S-Still can't get those 2 guys outta my head...but I'm having more luck.

Today we went to St.Margarets to watch the french play. Which really really sucked.I hated it, along with everyone else. And the guy sitting behind me was proper kicking me and then I dropped my purse and mobile phone outta my blazer pocket which made a huge noise and everyone stared at me.But now I don't give a shit.I'm listening to the emo song AGAIN.I luv it.It's just...I dunno...funny/amusing.

I've also started hating Bellerive's students- in the french play they got to sit on chairs and we were on the floor.Oh yeah, and I saw 2 very cute guys. Funny thing is, on looked like Toby U-h (one of my previous crush's) and the other looked liked George (anothe rprevious crush).How freaky is that? aaah, well.
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Maddy

P.S- leave comments peeps.I haven't got any!!!

SO...your reading my journal are you?hmmmm....let me see...*yawns* god help me I'm so damn bored!Wot is it with this world? So full of things to do, yet I can't find a single one that matches my mood right now.How picky am I?Never mind, some day my prince charming will come and take me to his giant pink castle in the land of amusement, and we'l fuck so much that I'l never be bored. Yeah, right.

Jingle bells
most boys smell
except the one i'm thiking of now


God, the boy I am thinking of now is totally getting on my nerves (no offence to him).All day I am thinking of him, and wot would happen if we met, though we're in2 none of the same stuff.Even when i go the loo at school I can't help thiking of him.Which is pretty disgusting I hav to admit. I've never thought of a boy so much before u know.This is surprising even meh.:o :(

And who is this fantastic guy you might ask.You honestly don't want to know.Well, you do but then u'll be like 'OMFG u've never even met him, your aren't into the same stuff' kinda crap.What's more, I'm starting to get crushes on people that are like 3 years younger than me, and 3 years older than me...Why oh please answer me God why me? *sighs*
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Maddy

An erection is...umm...disgusting.I tried to phone childline about it, but they hung up before I'd even asked them...Oh well.But Fizzy told me anyway.Well ,thats a lie.She wrote it down actually...but you understand what i meant anyway I suppose...

'i know...I was lost but now I'm found...
As the rain pours down the window...and I turn my life around,
no more drama, smeared mascara on my pillow,
when my life came tumbling down'

Cool song lyrics.They mean something other than go out, get a boy friend and have some major sex.
I want to validate this account but livejournell aren't sending me the email....grrrrrrrrr
A very boring day as far as things are considerd...a very boring day.And i neva saw Fizzy or anything all day.And then a girl laughed at me when i was singing.lol.I know my singing voice is shit but they didn't hav 2 laugh when I was just messing around.And then Chloe Smith poured her fucking pencil sharpnings over my mates desk so my mate got shouted out by Miss Gill to tidy it up.

'CHLOE SMITH IS AN EFFING BITCH'
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Maddy